生活 vida

Something of my normal life, something not special.

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我叒要开始学语言了

Yes, what the title shows are what I'm thinking. Correct, I'm starting to learn foreign languages once again. Maybe I will be lost in this study plan again, but whatever, learning is never a bad thing, for me, also everyone.

相当重要的 2020

回想在之前 25 年的人生里,自己似乎从不曾想象太多关于「未来」的事情。一方面,去思考这些事情是非常折磨自己脑子的;另外一方面就是,似乎这样子的行为是相当的「没有必要」的。至于为什么会觉得「没有必要」呢?稍微把自己往深刻一点的思考里带一带就能发现:可能仅仅对自己所拥有的「年轻」报以太多误解。

电信宽带被限速 1Mbps

下班回到家,准备看个视频,结果各种加载失败,纳闷的测了一下网速,只有 发现下行带宽只有 1Mbps 了?打电话问客服小姐姐,小姐姐说后台一切正常呀;后来小姐姐没办法帮我报修,结果接到了工单的小哥来电话说他解决不了…

好吧,我承认还是蛮喜欢那个男生

已经是过去式的事情了,心血来潮还是记录一下吧。 之所以没有发什么朋友圈,是因为不想把自己这么赤裸的摆在大家面前; 但是为什么没有写在更加私密的日记 App 里呢?可能是因为自己心理还是有渴望被人看到的。真是矛盾。
好吧,我承认还是蛮喜欢那个男生

Innumerable reflections in 2019

I got no moon to work already, so tired of everything, including eating and drinking. Seems like, all of these are none of my business. Fuck, maybe I should consider ending my life as soon as possible. Avoid wasting the air.

I, Just, Hating Everything, So Much

I, Just, Hating Everything, So Much. I, Just, Hating Everything, So Much. I, Just, Hating Everything, So Much. I, Just, Hating Everything, So Much. I, Just, Hating Everything, So Much.
I, Just, Hating Everything, So Much

敷衍地思考「轻生」

又是老话题,又是如故的糟心。这种即便情况多么复杂我都还算能继续再坚持下去的情况,家里的几番话和持续不断点电话轰炸也能很快弄到我精神崩溃。错在我,对,自作自受。
敷衍地思考「轻生」

Too hard to live

我说,一切终于开始回归正轨;我说,终于可以开始正儿八经地去实践我的计划;我说,未来充满了希望。挺好,回头再看看这些话述,也是蠢到不行。
Too hard to live
Dolce Far Niente
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